Friday, December 07, 2007

The Secret Garden By Frances Hodgson Burnett Ch 1

CHAPTER I

THERE IS NO ONE LEFT


When Mary Lennox was sent to Misselthwaite Manor to live with her uncle


everybody said she was the most disagreeable-looking child ever seen. It


was true, too. She had a little thin face and a little thin body, thin


light hair and a sour expression. Her hair was yellow, and her face was


yellow because she had been born in India and had always been ill in one


way or another. Her father had held a position under the English


Government and had always been busy and ill himself, and her mother had


been a great beauty who cared only to go to parties and amuse herself


with gay people. She had not wanted a little girl at all, and when Mary


was born she handed her over to the care of an Ayah, who was made to


understand that if she wished to please the Mem Sahib she must keep the


child out of sight as much as possible. So when she was a sickly,


fretful, ugly little baby she was kept out of the way, and when she


became a sickly, fretful, toddling thing she was kept out of the way


also. She never remembered seeing familiarly anything but the dark faces


of her Ayah and the other native servants, and as they always obeyed her


and gave her her own way in everything, because the Mem Sahib would be


angry if she was disturbed by her crying, by the time she was six years


old she was as tyrannical and selfish a little pig as ever lived. The


young English governess who came to teach her to read and write disliked


her so much that she gave up her place in three months, and when other


governesses came to try to fill it they always went away in a shorter


time than the first one. So if Mary had not chosen to really want to


know how to read books she would never have learned her letters at all.




One frightfully hot morning, when she was about nine years old, she


awakened feeling very cross, and she became crosser still when she saw


that the servant who stood by her bedside was not her Ayah.




"Why did you come?" she said to the strange woman. "I will not let you


stay. Send my Ayah to me."




The woman looked frightened, but she only stammered that the Ayah could


not come and when Mary threw herself into a passion and beat and kicked


her, she looked only more frightened and repeated that it was not


possible for the Ayah to come to Missie Sahib.




There was something mysterious in the air that morning. Nothing was done


in its regular order and several of the native servants seemed missing,


while those whom Mary saw slunk or hurried about with ashy and scared


faces. But no one would tell her anything and her Ayah did not come. She


was actually left alone as the morning went on, and at last she wandered


out into the garden and began to play by herself under a tree near the


veranda. She pretended that she was making a flower-bed, and she stuck


big scarlet hibiscus blossoms into little heaps of earth, all the time


growing more and more angry and muttering to herself the things she


would say and the names she would call Saidie when she returned.




"Pig! Pig! Daughter of Pigs!" she said, because to call a native a pig


is the worst insult of all.




She was grinding her teeth and saying this over and over again when she


heard her mother come out on the veranda with some one. She was with a


fair young man and they stood talking together in low strange voices.


Mary knew the fair young man who looked like a boy. She had heard that


he was a very young officer who had just come from England. The child


stared at him, but she stared most at her mother. She always did this


when she had a chance to see her, because the Mem Sahib--Mary used to


call her that oftener than anything else--was such a tall, slim, pretty


person and wore such lovely clothes. Her hair was like curly silk and


she had a delicate little nose which seemed to be disdaining things, and


she had large laughing eyes. All her clothes were thin and floating, and


Mary said they were "full of lace." They looked fuller of lace than ever


this morning, but her eyes were not laughing at all. They were large and


scared and lifted imploringly to the fair boy officer's face.




"Is it so very bad? Oh, is it?" Mary heard her say.




"Awfully," the young man answered in a trembling voice. "Awfully, Mrs.


Lennox. You ought to have gone to the hills two weeks ago."




The Mem Sahib wrung her hands.




"Oh, I know I ought!" she cried. "I only stayed to go to that silly


dinner party. What a fool I was!"




At that very moment such a loud sound of wailing broke out from the


servants' quarters that she clutched the young man's arm, and Mary stood


shivering from head to foot. The wailing grew wilder and wilder.




"What is it? What is it?" Mrs. Lennox gasped.




"Some one has died," answered the boy officer. "You did not say it had


broken out among your servants."




"I did not know!" the Mem Sahib cried. "Come with me! Come with me!" and


she turned and ran into the house.




After that appalling things happened, and the mysteriousness of the


morning was explained to Mary. The cholera had broken out in its most


fatal form and people were dying like flies. The Ayah had been taken ill


in the night, and it was because she had just died that the servants had


wailed in the huts. Before the next day three other servants were dead


and others had run away in terror. There was panic on every side, and


dying people in all the bungalows.




During the confusion and bewilderment of the second day Mary hid herself


in the nursery and was forgotten by every one. Nobody thought of her,


nobody wanted her, and strange things happened of which she knew


nothing. Mary alternately cried and slept through the hours. She only


knew that people were ill and that she heard mysterious and frightening


sounds. Once she crept into the dining-room and found it empty, though a


partly finished meal was on the table and chairs and plates looked as


if they had been hastily pushed back when the diners rose suddenly for


some reason. The child ate some fruit and biscuits, and being thirsty


she drank a glass of wine which stood nearly filled. It was sweet, and


she did not know how strong it was. Very soon it made her intensely


drowsy, and she went back to her nursery and shut herself in again,


frightened by cries she heard in the huts and by the hurrying sound of


feet. The wine made her so sleepy that she could scarcely keep her eyes


open and she lay down on her bed and knew nothing more for a long time.




Many things happened during the hours in which she slept so heavily, but


she was not disturbed by the wails and the sound of things being carried


in and out of the bungalow.




When she awakened she lay and stared at the wall. The house was


perfectly still. She had never known it to be so silent before. She


heard neither voices nor footsteps, and wondered if everybody had got


well of the cholera and all the trouble was over. She wondered also who


would take care of her now her Ayah was dead. There would be a new Ayah,


and perhaps she would know some new stories. Mary had been rather tired


of the old ones. She did not cry because her nurse had died. She was not


an affectionate child and had never cared much for any one. The noise


and hurrying about and wailing over the cholera had frightened her, and


she had been angry because no one seemed to remember that she was alive.


Every one was too panic-stricken to think of a little girl no one was


fond of. When people had the cholera it seemed that they remembered


nothing but themselves. But if every one had got well again, surely some


one would remember and come to look for her.




But no one came, and as she lay waiting the house seemed to grow more


and more silent. She heard something rustling on the matting and when


she looked down she saw a little snake gliding along and watching her


with eyes like jewels. She was not frightened, because he was a harmless


little thing who would not hurt her and he seemed in a hurry to get out


of the room. He slipped under the door as she watched him.




"How queer and quiet it is," she said. "It sounds as if there was no one


in the bungalow but me and the snake."




Almost the next minute she heard footsteps in the compound, and then on


the veranda. They were men's footsteps, and the men entered the bungalow


and talked in low voices. No one went to meet or speak to them and they


seemed to open doors and look into rooms.





"What desolation!" she heard one voice say. "That pretty, pretty woman!


I suppose the child, too. I heard there was a child, though no one ever


saw her."




Mary was standing in the middle of the nursery when they opened the door


a few minutes later. She looked an ugly, cross little thing and was


frowning because she was beginning to be hungry and feel disgracefully


neglected. The first man who came in was a large officer she had once


seen talking to her father. He looked tired and troubled, but when he


saw her he was so startled that he almost jumped back.




"Barney!" he cried out. "There is a child here! A child alone! In a


place like this! Mercy on us, who is she!"




"I am Mary Lennox," the little girl said, drawing herself up stiffly.


She thought the man was very rude to call her father's bungalow "A place


like this!" "I fell asleep when every one had the cholera and I have


only just wakened up. Why does nobody come?"




"It is the child no one ever saw!" exclaimed the man, turning to his


companions. "She has actually been forgotten!"




"Why was I forgotten?" Mary said, stamping her foot. "Why does nobody


come?"




The young man whose name was Barney looked at her very sadly. Mary even


thought she saw him wink his eyes as if to wink tears away.




"Poor little kid!" he said. "There is nobody left to come."




It was in that strange and sudden way that Mary found out that she had


neither father nor mother left; that they had died and been carried away


in the night, and that the few native servants who had not died also had


left the house as quickly as they could get out of it, none of them even


remembering that there was a Missie Sahib. That was why the place was so


quiet. It was true that there was no one in the bungalow but herself and


the little rustling snake.




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